LOVE or crushh?????#####

Well...............thinking of ma first crush.......i still haven't forgotten himm....hmm...does thtt meann i ws in love wid him???a realllyy difficult questionn...whcc i keep askingg myself.....WHATS LOVE..?????ok ok u keep thinking abt tht personn a lot......day n nite....care for tht person...as if he wr ur kid....love talking n spendingg time wid himm.....but comeonn all thiss happens evn between close friendss..........omg.....will i be ever able to make out the diff??GOD only KNOESS.....Ya i still cantt diffrenciatee between crush n love....Like Everyday....i have a new crush....n yaa blve me...it hass nthn to doo wid looks alone....they r cases wenn evn a kutti smile of a guy makess ur DAY.....n trust me the feeling s just AWESOME...........:):):):)

hey!!!!!!!!!!!do u knoe wen r the results???????huh....irrittating question..

see....v write exams everyy six months once.......n trust me the joy u achieve after finishing them s like HEAVEN....ooo.....u go crasyy........decide wat to do in holss..yeah yeah....provided u get a few days:)....anywys...the very satisfaction tht u r done wid ur examss...makes u feel chilled out.........n thenn after some dayss....comess theeeeee TSUNAMII...yup i meann the results.....okk this keeps me wondering...wat r results actually??well hrd thtt thy r a way to measure one's capabilities....wel...hmmm(may be .....true)..... ....MAN.....u get tensed....th every feeling leavess a cold wave in ur stomach....(lol...cant xpalinn tht k...)..

its like u think abt it every moment....nn thenn ya ofcoursee u tend to prayy a lot....asking God to help ya outt......to be frankk i am nott too religiouss.... it reallyy prickss me wenn i thinkk as to y i start doing tht jusst before the examss n the results.???????????????...hmmmm.....bad na....yaa i knoe thtt but still..before exams...u tend to gett reallly relaxedd...nn feel like doing NOTHIN at all..........yaa......u do feel like sleepingg though!!!!

nn thnn finally one day.......my results come......ooooo.........the Anna univ site openss after like sayy an hour or soo.......nn i close my eyes n prayy evnn beforee entering ma ROLL-NO...Mann...Godd s gonna punishh me for this:(:(.....butt naaaaaaa....i assure God....it goes like this......""HEY GOD!!!!lookk i dint studyy well this sem.....ws too chilled outt....din concentrate....soo pl helpp me outt this time alone....n i promisee i ll start studyingg frm the veryy firstt dayy of the current semm...i ll work harder....i ll have a watchh on de time spentt on phone...net....tv...etc etcccc...........""

hmmmm..........nn i finnallly enter the no...n to ma surprisee i have done well....kooll Deepthii...well done......... thanks to God.....:):)

lemme start.......................

ok ok ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wat on earth am i doing here(i meant blogging)?????huh.........hmmm...rather wat on earth ws i doing before???????duh....sleeping,,eeatingg.........hmmm....ws wondering as to how my life could get sooo the hell boring....monotonous.....the same ppl around everyday......gosh.....the same bookss whose pages haven't beenn flipped by me at all....????i asked God!!!!where am i gonna end up??:(